Before the Storm...

I came here - I know not why my fingers typed the address to this place, but they did - to write down something that sparked suddenly in my head.

But When I came to my blog I realised it had been exactly a year since I've posted her. Exactly.
Perhaps it is because only a handful of people know I write here....and of that handful, I doubt any of them still check up on this seemingly abandoned section of my brain.. It's not that I don't want to be read, I do. But I also want to want to be read. I want to be sought out, not show up unwanted. I want people to truly want to hear what I have to say, because oftentimes I just ramble on...and sing my song....met with a roll of the eyes, an unneeded lecture, or pity, when all I wanted, nay, needed, was to be given advice, or maybe just to feel like I'm not being ignored - Not even that sometimes! Sometimes it's just desperation for a conversation.

But that's not why I came here today.

This Blog is so out of the way, so hidden...Possibly forgotten. If I didn't want this to be read I would set the settings to "Private." Perhaps what I need to say needs to be found, or read at the right moment. Maybe that's why I was driven here by whatever powers that be....

But there's something that needs saying.

And this was just the calm...before the storm.