I'm officially an adult, aren't I? I'm doing nothing this year, festivity wise and....I'm fine with it? I grew up fast...I usually couldn't wait for Hallowe'en, to trick or treat...and now I'm content giving out candy in costume at the Hallowe'en store. That and deciding I'm not going to do anything for my birthday? *Smirks* I guess when enough people tell you to "grow up" you just kinda do, right?
In other News: I truly miss Mike Byington, for he is awesome. Upon watching one of his (ultimatewannabe) youtube videos I was thrown into a sad realisation that I may never see him again, except through Circus....and that's even if he continues. Sad Bekah.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
BEKAH WAS A BRUNETTE...OR...Else she was an ex brunette...or maybe she was just a red head!
But she was stillBekaaaaaaaaaahhhh!
So, yes, lookit!
So, I put it all in my hair!
It was a lot more to deal with than I thought it would be...
Heh....
But it was a lot of fun!
And I "Worked it in to my hair"
as the box told me to do....
Must obey the taco man....
Laaaa
Diiiiiii
Daaah!
"Leave in hair for....
...20 - 40 minutes...?"
*siiigh*
*plays with stuff*
*hopes*
Hehehe....
And that's why they call *me* Moses...
I may not *Save* on the river,
But I can totally turn the sea into blood...
"...Und I did!"
Heh, and this is what happens when*I* get a hold of the camera.
Is teh suck.
Picture taking, not the hair...I loveses the hair.
*Filler*
This is what
It looks like
With no light on
A Shot in the dark one might say.
I like the random Cow-lick, too!
:) So, I have quasi-red hair, now. Yay!
But I am still:
BEKAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Monday, October 1, 2007
Because it's been a couple years....
It came out in 2005...at the beginning of summer...Listening to the song had always made me realise that it would be my last year in high school...hearing it play on the Radio as my somewhat surrogate mother drove me home on the last days of September really drove it home...the sun was setting, and the world was a dream-like shade of pink...It was so poignant...how it descended into such darkness from there...A darkness with very few stars...
The fact that it had been 7, 7-and-a-half, years or so since I had moved in with my mother...the fact that I'd be leaving...
When it rained that night, from the only stars; from the skies as well as my eyes...regarding the spontaneous uncertainty, and some serious reflecting upon myself...My future, imagining myself in 4 years, when I would be 20, in 13 years, when the aforementioned 7 years would be 20...
Fast forward to about 335 days (give or take a week or 2) later, The start of September, once again, how different and distant one year ago had seemed...The end of an era, a different Rebekah - Not so much different, maybe 'freer' would be a more appropriate word....but that's not right either...
Different, yet the same, freer in some ways, more restricted in others - And then there's that distance...Yeah, the distant bit was the more profound feeling...I felt far away, and not the physical plane sort of distance, but emotional and mental distance...more self-realisation and reflection...and then something amazing about, I'd say, a week later.
Evolving to DVDs and pressing the "Next chapter" button....And Once again...September is ending...The amount of change is insane. There's no way I would have called this that night with the candy-dream-pink sky that faded into the star sprinkled veil of tears that brought on an amazing rain to wash away the pain, which melted brilliantly into a sunny day that was so fantastic I danced outside for hours on a *Saturday!* There was a beautiful rainbow that day, too!
And I look at that sky...that sky, that night...And what a metaphor it has become....
2005 - A candy-dream...something imagined that was bound to end as quick as it started....
2006 - darkness descends and chaos takes over; essentially all Hell breaking loose, And a hopeful phoenix getting burned in the end in a failed attempt to shed some light.
2007 - Rain washing away the past, putting out the fire, stopping just before it drowned the ashes, therefore allowing the phoenix to rise, reborn,and start anew...Bringing more parts to the surface than she ever thought possible. 3 Birds rise as one. A Raven, Dark and feminine; a Phoenix, perfectly balanced; dark and light, Male and female - and a dove, with an 'Olive' Branch in its beak.
2008 - The sun is up, The sky is blue, its beautiful and so are you, dear Prudence...won't you come out to play? Yes, I see myself stuck in the house a great deal more, but I also see the sun shining, dewdrops on palm trees, and life being as wonderful as it ever was...but the inevitable cinnamon twigs in September....
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed,
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
*And It is at this moment, when I'm about to post it, that I reflect once again, for one last moment, and strike the match.*
September had Ended, and I am truly Awake.
The fact that it had been 7, 7-and-a-half, years or so since I had moved in with my mother...the fact that I'd be leaving...
When it rained that night, from the only stars; from the skies as well as my eyes...regarding the spontaneous uncertainty, and some serious reflecting upon myself...My future, imagining myself in 4 years, when I would be 20, in 13 years, when the aforementioned 7 years would be 20...
Fast forward to about 335 days (give or take a week or 2) later, The start of September, once again, how different and distant one year ago had seemed...The end of an era, a different Rebekah - Not so much different, maybe 'freer' would be a more appropriate word....but that's not right either...
Different, yet the same, freer in some ways, more restricted in others - And then there's that distance...Yeah, the distant bit was the more profound feeling...I felt far away, and not the physical plane sort of distance, but emotional and mental distance...more self-realisation and reflection...and then something amazing about, I'd say, a week later.
Evolving to DVDs and pressing the "Next chapter" button....And Once again...September is ending...The amount of change is insane. There's no way I would have called this that night with the candy-dream-pink sky that faded into the star sprinkled veil of tears that brought on an amazing rain to wash away the pain, which melted brilliantly into a sunny day that was so fantastic I danced outside for hours on a *Saturday!* There was a beautiful rainbow that day, too!
And I look at that sky...that sky, that night...And what a metaphor it has become....
2005 - A candy-dream...something imagined that was bound to end as quick as it started....
2006 - darkness descends and chaos takes over; essentially all Hell breaking loose, And a hopeful phoenix getting burned in the end in a failed attempt to shed some light.
2007 - Rain washing away the past, putting out the fire, stopping just before it drowned the ashes, therefore allowing the phoenix to rise, reborn,and start anew...Bringing more parts to the surface than she ever thought possible. 3 Birds rise as one. A Raven, Dark and feminine; a Phoenix, perfectly balanced; dark and light, Male and female - and a dove, with an 'Olive' Branch in its beak.
2008 - The sun is up, The sky is blue, its beautiful and so are you, dear Prudence...won't you come out to play? Yes, I see myself stuck in the house a great deal more, but I also see the sun shining, dewdrops on palm trees, and life being as wonderful as it ever was...but the inevitable cinnamon twigs in September....
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed,
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
*And It is at this moment, when I'm about to post it, that I reflect once again, for one last moment, and strike the match.*
September had Ended, and I am truly Awake.
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